cRaZy TrAiN oF tHoUgHt

I hopped the train last night
to where you used hide~
shaded my windows
so they couldn't see inside~
I came alone this time, told no one
of my plan~
knew you'd be waiting there
and hoped you'd understand.

I keep my GPS
I knew they'd switch the signs
the rail was bumpy
but I read between the lines
and medication helps
or so I like to say
pills redirect my thoughts
but I still know the way

tell me what I'm after
fits of laughter
bitter tears~
on this train called 'Schizophrafter'
thoughts keep messin' with my gears
tell me what I'm after
fits of laughter
bitter tears
Perfect love forever after
stills the lonely train of fears.

It's getting late and
wait, you call me on my phone
You left the office and you're
more than halfway home
I think they're watching me
a beep-light on their screen
too much TV, you say,
the sound waves made me mean.

The noise inside my head
is growing to a pitch
awakened now, I guess the doorbell's
got an itch,
that train was scary, guess I'll always hold the torch
rolled out of bed and found you standing on my porch.

Tell me what I'm after
fits of laughter
bitter tears~
clinging to the rafter
on this crazy train of fears
tell me what I'm after
fits of laughter
bitter tears
Perfect love forever after~
still the lonely train of fears.